Greatful ...

I re-took the test today. Within 2 hours, they called me to come in tomorrow for an interview.

I CLAIM THIS JOB IN JESUS' HOLY NAME!

Thank you Jesus!

I've been smoking today, going back on the 24 hr trial tomorrow.

Thank you Father for strength!

JESUS IS THE BEST THING TO EVER HAPPEN TO ME!

...still pressing w/less effort ...

Ok, 18 hrs into the 24 hr no smoking period and I'm doing far far better than I thought I'd be. _{yay me}

This morning, I couldn't think of anything but cigarette, cigarette, cigarette, cigarette ... now it's cigarette, cigarette ... and instead of every minute, it's every hour.


Thank you Lord for your strength.

... I press ...

I want a cigarette.

It seems that my mind wants my body to smoke a cigarette with a desperation I haven't had since I started 16 yrs ago.



Cigarette, cigarette, cigarette, cigarette.



Thank You Jesus for filling me with the strength to think and not act!

Amen.